please don’t go
Mal,
Please don’t go. Really, I’d be lost without you. I’m sorry, so sorry.
Okay, I know I’m not the best at expressing my emotions/thoughts in words (I realize now, “how were you to know he was inbred?” was just about inexcusable), but I’m going to try my best because I sincerely cannot say what I will become without you. Here it goes…I know I have my faults: I’m always changing and I can be flaky. And I know it seems that sometimes I’m more concerned with meeting new people, making more people, and finding the next party, the next space, the next loft and in some ways that’s the truth. Regardless, all that means nothing without you. I remember at first that was thrilling for you, I wish I could say when exactly that became tiresome, or exhausting, or both but now I know it has. Maybe I can change? I’m not sure, I can try. I will try (I hope, I think). Just don’t give up on me this easily.
I mean, I’m not promising anything but I can’t help but remember all the fun times we had. Like that time we heard that music that most people hadn’t heard before and when it became popular we laughed at the kids who had just heard it. Remember that? Or the time we couldn’t resist an impromptu dance party at your friend’s loft after the new LCD track (oh, it seems like ages ago now) was released/leaked/stolen/or whatever.
Maybe this is the wrong time, it probably is, but here’s a song I thought you might like.
Please don’t go. Please.
Heartbroken,
Indie Music
[Ducktails' Landscapes is available for purchase at Weirdo Records]
